want to know the truth?
Dear Ryan Roberto Alvarez

you’re really something
drives
me
crazy 

I was with a boy for two years head over heals. I swore on everything I would never be able to feel that for someone else. Then I met you. You were different made me feel like I could do anything. You didn’t care what people thought, you did whatever you wanted, you got whatever you wanted. It just worked for you. I never met anyone like you. I thought you were genuine, I truly did believe that. It had only been 2 months that I’d known you and you had me WRAPPED around your finger. You were just what i had been looking for, even though I hadn’t been looking at all. Idk how you did it. But I fell for you, hard and fast. And it all meant nothing to you. Hurt me so fucking bad. I didn’t dwell though, I still think about you sometimes. Always hope you’re doing well. I was crazy about you, you know. And maybe that was my first mistake.

when i pass you in the hall my mood can go from 10 to like -577639767 in a matter of 2 seconds